I`m in a sitiuation like tihs and i just have to advise you that you don`t have to worry about a strange situation because it cannot get worse like this situation in which you are right now. It can only get better so come on! I`m one of these people who know that but they don`t change it and i know about myself that it is hard to wait for something you know might not happen in the futur if you don`t take the initiative! It will be hard that`s sure but it will be a really really really great feeling when you`ve done it.
Believe in yourself and you can master all!!
Bye Guys! waiting4theright